Lost without IT

So happie...finally stepped onto the weight machine at home n yippie!! I've lost 10kg according to the machine, since July04.

Looked at one photo taken when i was still in my 'peak' form, i looked so plum!! really looked like a stuffed toy. yucks!! >.<

i wonder if i should make a before and after comparison...

Where do I go from here?

I have done something I haven't done in such a long time - being a couch potato. Literally I sat in front of the TV the whole day n night, till just before now. Was watching the 9th and final season of 'The X-File'. I really spent much less time with the TV this semester compared to the last few ones.

It's been a while that there is no really pressing matter for me to accomplish - which is a good thing. Have devoted all the time for my studies and some other stuff this semester that I rarely do other relaxing stuffs like watching TV, window shopping, spending time with my housemates and my sister and other friends. Or just even to finish 'the opposite of fate'.

My room was tidier when I was busy - now it's a mess considering the free time I have got. Should vacuum, throw some stuffs, arrange my room into a more presentable sight. All the dust must be gone. And also the apartment, cleaning must be carried out.

I think I am missing something - I should have a back-up plan if I don't get into Honours. Damn it. I've totally forgotten about it. I haven't looked up all the info of my potential employers. Moreover, my PR application. I have been ignorant and over-confident about my honours entry. This is not looking very good.

What is lying ahead of me? I guess that is the ultimate purpose of life - to find out who I truly am. A few rides that I am sure to be riding - result coming out, honours entry, going home, breaking some news, chinese new year...But after that, I can't even imagine where will I be.